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About Me Member DA Addict sunshine-n-shadows25/Female/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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Blah...

Tue Aug 25, 2009, 5:37 AM
So many thoughts.. that I can't think anymore
So much to say.. that I can't bring myself to say a word
All I've managed to do is write this..


I need an addiction
to take the emptiness away
I need a hit of some concoction
to help me get through the day
I need something sharp
pressed up against bare skin
hard enough to take my breath away
long enough to let life sink in

I'm settling and it fucking hurts
so pills numb me..
take me to a painless place
take me to a thoughtless place
turn off the music, its just feeding the feeling
and sleep..


That feels a little better.. I promise you I'm not depressed or suicidal or any kind of crazy .. just in a complicated and confused place :ashamed:.. feeling a little needy, which i HATE! I have so much to be grateful for so feeling a little guilty for being so selfish.. I am also tired as hell so I am going before I give in and delete this.. and before I fall asleep!!

Night :heart:

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Take us to your leader..Paul Dempsey

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    :iconjfphotography:
    thanks for the watch!
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    Thanks so much for the :+fav: 8-)

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    :iconshownv:
    Hi how are you havent seen you in so long what have you been doing? and how is your little one doing ?

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    Thanks for the fave and the watch :hug: :)

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    Thank you for the fav! :D
    :iconsunshine-n-shadows:
    Thanks.. someone may have helped persuade me :) I may even commit to a subscription!!! your welcome.. there great pics!!
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    :love:

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    Good to see ur back :) thanx for the :+fav:'s

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    Thanx for the :+fav: :) ur gallery is certainly coming along very well keep up the good work :D

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    hello just wanted to wish you a happy easter. :hug:

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    :wave:T H A N K Y O U for the :+fav:'s:iconballoonplz:
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    Thank you so much Janelle for the :+fav: on Stars of the Cherry Tree it's greatly appreciated.

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    your most welcome. Hope you have had a nice relaxing weekend.

    As for me watching the F1 racing, and house work:(

    More photos soon. :)

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